i have the right to be pissed off.

Alright heres the thing, you stand up there and expect me to have respect for you because of the bull shit and bad jokes coming out of your mouth! well. i don't. you have done nothing for me, in fact you have pushed me away. you are dead to me. yep, i said it. thats right, i never thought it would come to this. you pull the dearest people out of my life, the ones that matter and care for me like their own and expect me to brush it off. ha. well heres the thing, my dad warned me about people like you. thats why he left long ago, he had the right idea because he doesn't take shit from anybody...and neither do i. My grammie is right she said, "people are just like dogs, some are smart and some are just fucking stupid". there is no reason behind this, this whole earthquake to my life. no closure. nothing. the whole "everything happens for a reason" deal just ticks me off, because let me tell you something. where is the reason? oh wait! there is NONE. good, glad you find joy in taking away the people who accually care about me, if this is your movement and the way you deal with things, i want out, and better yet never in your presence again. screw the fact that it all happens for a reason. i am upset, nothing will altar my life as much as this has so far. if your goal is to keep me away, congratulations mr. you succeeded! because i do not care if this post is not civilized. i have the right to be royally ticked off. and i am. so there you have it.