i have the right to be pissed off.

Alright heres the thing, you stand up there and expect me to have respect for you because of the bull shit and bad jokes coming out of your mouth! well. i don't. you have done nothing for me, in fact you have pushed me away. you are dead to me. yep, i said it. thats right, i never thought it would come to this. you pull the dearest people out of my life, the ones that matter and care for me like their own and expect me to brush it off. ha. well heres the thing, my dad warned me about people like you. thats why he left long ago, he had the right idea because he doesn't take shit from anybody...and neither do i. My grammie is right she said, "people are just like dogs, some are smart and some are just fucking stupid". there is no reason behind this, this whole earthquake to my life. no closure. nothing. the whole "everything happens for a reason" deal just ticks me off, because let me tell you something. where is the reason? oh wait! there is NONE. good, glad you find joy in taking away the people who accually care about me, if this is your movement and the way you deal with things, i want out, and better yet never in your presence again. screw the fact that it all happens for a reason. i am upset, nothing will altar my life as much as this has so far. if your goal is to keep me away, congratulations mr. you succeeded! because i do not care if this post is not civilized. i have the right to be royally ticked off. and i am. so there you have it.

my pet

Mr. PEEEEVE. pet peeves. we all have them we all hate them. its not a love hate thing, its something we can not stand so here it goes......

guys that don't open doors.

girls that are super skinny and they think they are fat.

fake boobs.

fish net shirts.

fake girls.

juicy couture.

puffy paint.

juicy couture trying to be betsey johnson.

not being able to see the numbers on my locker.

face lifts.

when people don't flush, i mean COME ON!

people who fish for compliments.

hair gel.

when 16 year olds ride motorcycles.

unfaithful people.

liars.

when people don't wash their hands after they pee.

people who think their shit doesnt stink.

people who dont talk.

when their favorite jack johnson song is "banana pancakes".

posers.

comb overs.

scenesters.

copy cats.

the word pedeatritrian.

when guys are douches in front of their friends.

bieber fever.

dark eye-liner.

kiss fm.

tuesday morning.

people who post their sketches/paintings on facebook expecting compliments.

flies.

screamo bands.

guys with overly long hair, we are talking shoulders here.

skinny jeans.

people who think buffalo exchange is the best thrift store.

7 year olds with cell phones.

kids that back talk their parents.

1009 pounds of make-up on one face.

red cup kids (refer to earlier post).

when people talk out of their ass.

kiss ups.

pitty parties.

when starbucks gets my order wrong (this is rare).

people who think they are "photographers" cause they can take a picture of a

flower.

when i see a 9 year old with 350 dollar headphones and an ipad.

bad graphics in second service.

guys asking girls for nudes.

peace signs.

the over-use of the word, "sorry".

lil wayne.

bad friends.

clumped on mascara.

bad jokes.

"gangsters" who are 12.

skulls, unless its on my headphones.

people who can't admit they are wrong.

when adults treat teenagers like five year olds.

10 year olds having sex.

sitting next to someone who lead you on and decided you weren't for them.

ex boyfriends (it needed to be said).

people who need proof 24/7.

cheesy pick up lines.

short short shorts.

stuffed bras.

people who say "i can't"

"sunday morning only" Christians.

bad breath.

when people change for the worse.

SPARKLES OR GLITTER OF ANY SORT.

trashy bikini pictures.

fake tans.

exs that expect you to still hook-up with them.

cigarettes.

when people think me and my sister look the same.

cramps.

when guys say, "you'll be fine"

when my toes get stepped on.

people who take advantage of people.

obama.

This about sums it up. Now i am annoyed.

goodbye.

hot air

Stars, they are just a big ball of hot air. i mean i never thought hot air could make my heart skip a beat when it flashes through the sky. Yes, ladies and gentleman i saw my first shooting star last night around 3am. Either that, or it was a pretty damn fast airplane. I used to wait, and wait and wait at camps and such to see these flying stunners, but never once did i see one. I was in my yard on a rocking chair with a giant fluffy pillow and my blanket just *sitting, waiting and wishing*. (Jack Johnson credit there). Also, you know what else is funny? I didn't make a wish. I was so caught up in the excitement of seeing a shooting star that the obvious response was not WISH. Hot Air can make my heart skip a beat. I guess you can say im easily amused.