is a failure really just that??... Curious George doesn't think so.

Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently.
Henry Ford

Alright Mr. Henry Ford, i get it. I know but i think i can be a little upset that i failed. So what? ok i can do this, but after not having sweets for like 2 months i cracked. yep, i threw the towel in because honestly, who cares? who cares if i have my licsense today? or tomorrow? or in 2 years?

honestly....

i'd rather ride a bike.

YEP, then maybe society wouldn't be so lazy and sit on their butts and watch LOST all day. Which by the way, i do not understand that show anyways. I'd rather watch my puppy run around in circles. ha. Well, im thinking i have tons of studying to do and the number of borderline grades to match, but you know what kind of revelution i had last week?

GOD DOESNT CARE if i fail here.

He doesnt.

He cares about eternal things not A+'s in theology or my attendence at church or if i got my lisense at all!

I want to make a difference, and no im not going to go all "rachel's challenge" on you, but i want to make an eternal difference.

India 2011 will help me make that difference...in a big way.

I am thinking today would be a good day to hop on a boat to Catalina...things are simple there and i get to smell fresh waffle cones and salty sea breeze...but not a gross combination one that just makes me smile and think if only i could live here?

leaving for italy soon. Thank GOD.

did i mention i want to see the world?

all of it.

ps. Curious George makes me happy, not just the soundtrack, but just him, that cute little monkey that always messes up. Makes me think there is hope for me too.